Leathol Pistol

stereso work was pretty boring, hopefully ill get the 25 sites this week so i can have some money for next week. Went to the indymedia meeting this evening, and noel wants me to go with her to san Francisco in a few weeks, dont know how i feel about that at this moment. saab aka mr cuba is hosting a fund raiser next weekend, so i guess i have to go. I was talking to my parents today, they want to go to Europe during x mas break, boring. been there done that. Well my bro will really be here in a couple weeks with the Austin gang, dont know where they are going to stay yet. ever get that urge to kill someone., ok maybe not but i think the world could do fine minus a few people, no one in particular. I really need to get a website up and put some stuff on it. another thing i have is people that expect you just to do shit, and they do nothing to help out. activists can be very flaky., just an observation. another thing i hate is that every time i talk to my parents they ask about Angie.. ugh i want to yell at the,, its over, they just dont get it, i would bet that they still have our pictures up in their house. OK so i know this old guy that lives at turnberry towers, he a big shot int he democratic party. I saw him at the young dems meeting a while back, was very strange, cause we just stopped talking and i left town. Rachelle called me today, i borrowed like 80 bucks from her over a year ago and now she asks for it back.. stupid full of shit girl. if you are reading this and i misspell stuff, fuck off, i dont care. Amy called today, her friend Megan is coming into town and she wants me to meet her...eww, and then she wants me to drive with her out to LA to go to some art museum exhibit. normally i wouldnt mind, but i have been so damn busy lately. Just so you know, i think stereolab kicks ass. Well ive been thinking more about it and i think it was a bad decision to move back here, i burned a lot of bridges when i left that i didnt realize, and i dont know what the hell i was thinking would happen with Angie..Oh well, i can at least finish college and get the hell out of here. i want to go spend some time in Europe, just get out of here completely, ok so maybe Canada isnt the best place to go ritz. but im getting tired of all the crap and lies around, now i know thats not going to be a whole lot different anywhere else, but i just need a change of scenery, vegas is fucking depressing. Its like a vampire.

today was a strange day, woke up late, went to to work, got some work done, so i should get at least 20 sites this week...this guy at work was whining cause i have a lot of sites...that pissed me off. oh yeah by the way ritz, prepare to die goth boy. Ok wilkie is weird cause he likes the same sci fi shows i do, that kinda freaked me out. i work with a strange crowd of people. But thats cool, keeps things interesting. Erick is coming into town and wants to see me, so we are suppose to get together on Saturday, he wants to talk, whatever that means, by the way Erick is a family friend. Amy came over tonight, i wasnt expecting her, almost didnt open the door. oh well, im not sure how i feel about her right now. Im suppose to go on Saturday and play dungeons and dragons with some people i met through this guy ron at work. It'll be good to play a decent D&D game, its been a while. ok and for all you people who think D&D is gay, go fuck yourself. OK my list of things to do this weekend are see spider man and clean my apartment, its a mess in here, and i could use a roommate, i always need some extra cash. no fun in having a 2 bedroom all to myself. Im hungry and i dont want to go outside and buy food. Well i start new classes on Monday, not too excited about that., school is annoying.

Mej Ignite
Male rouge/ranger
I am still living with your girlfriend
No more dreaming of the east coast
I don’t want to bring you down
With my game
With my smile and a charm
I got my self a new place
She left the fire behind
It was nothing more then desire
it was blind
I just happen to be the better guy
You say I may be a disease
It’s a disease she can’t be with out
You will be left alone
Sleep walking with out a doubt

well i have work to do